Do I just need to grow up?! ?

well, nobody is forcing u, u just feel pressure by ur friends, the media or whatever. ppl do that. but dont get into sumthing ur not able to handle. Even though ppl and tv and movies make it seem so small and obselete, getting into relationships are pretty big deals, so u gotta be smart, and strong. But wait for a guy to come to you. cuzchances are, a guy coming up to you will love you more, than if u go to a guy. Its called fidelity.